February 27th

Well another day like yesterday, tired, restless and foggy. I hope to move forward from what has ultimately brought her, me and us down. But you never know. This week has taught me to be more aware of my actions. It brought me to reflect on a conversation with my father as a child. We were discussing the game of pool and my father told me that great pool players shoot three moves ahead every shot. It doesn't matter if one ball goes in because you could end up in a stand still having no other shots. Or you could make it easier for your opponent to win. This strategy seems to be the same in life. If you make your moves in life with out planning on what will happen next you could very well better your situation in the moment. But to truly make out ok you need to plan for the future. I have come a long way in 4 years but i still have a lot to learn. I am praying everyday that i get the chance to be good husband and an equal partner. I also hope that this blog provides an outlet for me to express some of these feelings in a positive way even if no one reads it. Until next time, Don't scratch on the break you might find yourself having no other moves left.